Ruined Me, Deeper [upd] | She

She ruined me deeper than pain.

She ruined me by teaching me what I could feel. And then taking the feeling with her. she ruined me, deeper

She ruined me like rain ruins a letter left outside. Slowly. Without asking. And now the ink is illegible. I don’t even remember what I used to say about love. Before her. I must have had opinions. Theories. Now I just have an ache with her name on it. She ruined me deeper than pain

And I don’t know how to build a new god out of these ashes. she ruined me, deeper

She ruined my architecture.

She ruined me in the quiet places.